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One Of Hearts
10.29.2004
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I am single.
Normally, I wouldn't sweat this kind of stuff. I love being single. I love being the captain of my fate, the master of my sex life. I was single for almost three years (after James & I broke up), and I turned out perfectly fine. Even better, a few might argue.
But in some wicked twist of fate, or an unfortunate alignment of the stars and planets, all four of us somehow managed to be not single for a while. Brad and Alex had been on and off since the beginning of time. Athen and Coco had been together since last year. I finally snagged Chris last May, and Tonsy found Rocky short after. For months we were all happy, as couples and as individuals happy for their friends.
I probably never pictured myself as the one who would break the balance in our circle. I wasn't even aware that Chris & I were doing roughly. To cut the story short, Chris was my Jack Berger. He had issues, he needed the break, he ran away not wanting to make things work.
Which left me standing alone and single. Again.
Last Saturday we were all at Starbucks. Coco & Rocky came along. So this is how it's going to be from now on. I'm stuck with the happy, discreetly holding hands couples. And I'll be left sitting alone having horrible Bridget Jones flashbacks.
(Hold your breath - There's more tO come)
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