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Those Tiny Little Pains
12.19.2005
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Oh God, I've never been this sick. It's like a week before Christmas, and I am confined to bed taking meds with killing side effects.
Okay, I'm going to say things that are Rated-R, so if you're still all Disney-minded, don't read the following texts.
So, why am I sick? I've been up very late for the past week trying to beat my project deadline for those German client of ours. Not to metion that I am trying to fit in dating again into my lifestyle.
I went a little overboard. Having not much sleep, I still went out with Eric. I fell asleep halfway through King Kong (why does it have to be so damn long?), and then we went to gym afterwards. I kind of cheated on my freeweight program that day (less reps, less weight) but Eric invited me to take the Body Balance class.
So Body Balance. Sounds a bit soft, right? So I agreed. I was told that it would be just like Yoga. Well, for a while it was just like Yoga, but the weird headstand thing probably did it for me. I overexerted.
That explains the random body parts aching. The throat part however, is a little bit tricky.
The other day we went to Eric's condominium unit, walking distance from RST. And then we had sex. No, actually, I tried blowing him, but then he just jerked off and came all over his stomach.
The problem was unusual. Eric was huge. The moment I pulled his boxers down, the first thing that came to mind was "Am I in a porn video shoot?" It was thick and very long. A size queen dream.
So you're probably thinking 'lucky'. Well, yeah. A day after, my throat swelled, and I couldn't sleep very well because air couldn't pass through properly.
Actually this bothers me. I like Eric a lot. He's this tall, muscled guy who has brains and culture as well. And very sweet, caring, generous. So, aside from the he-dated-my-bestfriend-first thing that was bugging me, i was afraid that he might change his mind about things if we don't perform properly. I know he said he wouldn't mind, but what if?
I'm probably over-obsessing. Oh God. It's two am. Gotta take my meds.
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